EEYORE`S DAY

today i got a late late late late late suprise party from lejoy, peipei and yvonne :D they tricked me into thinking we are training for floorball. BUT I HAVE TO WAIT FOR THEM TO COME FOR LIKE 2 HOURS. nevermind. i needed to get outta the house anyway. my mother is always spoiling my clothes. ALWAYS.

i waited for them at the playground. i just sat there, kept thinking of what happen back there. Then i just sit at the bench and watched the boys played soccer. there was this really ke ai guy that kept looking my way but i was too upset to be filrting with him. BHAHAHAHA. nah, just kidding. but i think he is too young for me la :D OKAYS LA. WHAT SHEET AM I LIKE TALKING.

anyway, my good friends gave me a eeyore toy :D SO ADORABLE. and a eeyore cup :D
I am gonna use it and put my milo inside :D i sound so lame hor. LOL. anyway, peipei you promise to upload all the pictures we have taken :D

tommorow is my game,
winning is our name :D

REFEREE KAYU.

do you see that big big big big big 2 words there? that`s what happened in floorball interschool B girls today. I think if i see both of these referee again on thursday, they sure gonna get whacked by me. bloody ars. Because of my `stupid stupid stupid` tactic, i wanted to scare Bedok Town, SO I WENT UP TO THE ONE WITH THE BALL AND GUESS WHAT? i BOO her! then i think i tripped or something, i fell on top of her, then i wanted to grab my balance, i think i hold on to her. THEN, THE REFEREE GIVE ME A MINUTE OUT CAUSE I WAS PUSHING.

wtf. this is my first time getting a minute out.
THANKS HOR.
FOR GIVING ME THIS OPPORTUNITY.

we lost to bedoktown (1-5)
we thrashed oops i mean won hillgrove (16-0 )

i am really worried about thursday
going to be a tough match ):
WISH ME LUCK OKAYS :D

i can t help it , there`s like so many things i hate about my chinese tuition teacher. I rather prefer the old one . this new teacher is driving me nuts. here is a list of examples:

1. when i am reading out loud, she is resting her head on the table
2. when i am reading out loud, she is looking at my art project.
3. when i am reading out loud, she is biting her nails and looking out of the window.
4. when i am reading out loud, she is using my penknife to cut her nails
5. when i am reading out loud, she keep touching my bed
6. when SHE is reading out loud, she tells me to focus.

Somehow it does not make sense? She keeps asking me if i want a break, if i need a break. I mean if she wants a break, she can say so? I mean before my chinese O`s , i used to have 3 hours of chinese WITHOUT A BREAK. And i have to admit, my chinese really sucks to the maximum. So this results in bad hanyu pinyin. So everytime i pronounce wrongly, she will make a CHEK sound with her mouth loudly . I mean what`s is her problem? She should know this is my problem and there she is , tweeting like a bird. CHEK CHEK CHEK.

Okays, so the last 15 minutes would be conversation between me and her. I didn t want to talk to her today. She made me mad, REAL MAD. So i just kept my head down, avoiding her eyes while she went bleh bleh bleh away. Then she did something really really annoying.

She stretched out her hand and rubbed my head.

My immediate reaction was : WTF, GET YOUR HANDS OFF ME.

Only of course in reality, i gave a weak smile and moved back away. I am not some damn bitch. I am a homosapian.

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love playing with crunchie today. her melodious melody is turning me on :]

C.....- WHAT ? :l

hehs. i just bought my $140 guitar today at bras basar. the service there is so muchhhh better and so is the guitar. satisfied, i bought it and i am loving it :D . can t wait for audrey to teach me tomorrow. but the problem is i am always biting on my nails, forget it, i will use the picker. :]
neh neh neh :] i didn t get the textures i wanted today for my art project, i just bought a mechanical pencil and some glow in the dark pen. how childish :D

we later headed down to raffles city. there was this lego pirate fair , do you know how cool it was ): suddenly wen started giggling to herself. i was like, what`s now? she pointed at the `big` lego woman who had big boobs. pretty hyteriscal. i mean what was the people thinking when they were building this? hehs. perverts.

i saw this super super superrrrrr nice sleeveless shirt in Esprit. It has this lightish lemon yellow strips ): I coudln stop admiring myself when i wore it. okays, i know i am pretty thick to say this. but sadly, i didn t buy it ): IT WAS $29.90 !! SO RIDICULOUS OKAYS! and it was suppose to the GRAND SINGAPORE SALES. - fold arms and kick esprit`s board- this is dumb >;[
for a piece of yellow cloth! argh! digusting sheet.

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just watch X men 3 yesterday. shawn ashmore (iceman) is so cute la :] i could just kiss him on the cheek ! hehs. i thought ben foster was cute but after i saw some images of him in long hair. i urm, gave up on him. I am sorry, long hairs are only for girls. :l i am sorry angelman, you fly so gracefully but your hair kinda freaked me out. (: Keep your hair short and spikey , like how i love it :] Because i watched the x men3 movie late, i missed the opening of the world cup. I REALLY WANNA SEE . ): i think after i joined floorball, i didn t seem to scold men who watched football because in the end floorball and football is still chasing after one ball. I am not a hypocrite la ;D



i thought about it. i want to call my guitar - CRUNCHI.

CAT-CRASHED ACCIDENT.

i almost caused a cat to get rolled down by a car today. i wanted to pet it but it was so afraid and my sudden walking moment caused it to ran across a road. i heard a screech of car tires and the cat , eunice, rich, the driver and i were in shocked. Because of the cat, everything seem to be on a stand-still. Eunice screamed when the cat almost got knocked down by the car. I dunno why i am laughing about this now . I guess it`s the way she actually have emotions for the cat.

Eunice and i have a very funny friendship. one moment, we are laughing at each other and the next moment we are angry and start bickering at each other. However, it is was always better the next day. Not a perfect friendship, but at least i know she is considered as a friend, always putting a smile on my face most of the times. Like today during art remedial, i was sweeping the dirty floor. I think for the Chinese, it is sort of a bad thing to have a broom sweeping at your leg [i think]. I started sweeping near her, and while she was busy cutting her fungi. I decided to annoy her by tickling her feet with the broom. So there she was, crossing her leg , doing her work. Suddenly she screamed and she wanted to move her leg away to get it far far far away from the broomstick but apparently her leg was just stuck there! Pretty funny. You should have seen her dumb leg struggling to escape. I think i laugh pretty heartily. I even scared Izdihar and cause Miss Yvonne and Miss Seow to look at me. Then i took another glance at Miss Yvonne , she was smiling at me . Was she also affected by my infectious laughter or just plainly laughing at this strange girl who laughing so loud, rude for another word.

now i will just move on.
you don t want to talk about it , you don t want to start it. that`s why we will never understand, in other words i am stressing you so much. Why? we don t have the same character.


that why. that`s the answer.
plus i insist too much. okays.

the solution to the problem.
no wait. YOUR solution. but we will go along with that.
you know why?




I DON T GIVE A DAMN NO MORE.

TIRED OF EVERYTHING ;l

I can get so angry at myself at times. And when i do that, i can get so tired, so tired i can sleep it off.

Sometimes i think making friends are like barriers in my life. I think i am the unlucky one. I make friends who leave me mad, sad, and ALMOST everything negative. Guess maybe today is just one of those days, where i get so moody and fark up at small little stuffs. But the problem is these things have been in my head for a super long time. No, i am not depress. I am one of those person who wants to make everything right, apparently i am not doing it correctly.

HMM, maybe in your point of view, i am a small-air person who get mad at you for EVERYTHING. but why, why cant you see the things you`re doing is hurting me. I mean is this really friends? Forget it, maybe this ship is not even real. Let it sink in the middle of a deep blue ocean or get sucked down by the bermuda triangle. You don t even care, and if that is the way, i have nothing to say and drown in your selfishness.

i finally understand the ugly truth of making fun of people because i have just painfully experience it.

and telling a white lie can be so hurtful too.

i didn t tell anyone how i feel about today. i was afraid that my stupid paranoidness might burden them. So, i will just keep smiling like nothing had ever happen even though deep down i am regreting, i have to just move on with my life.

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i am getting sick of sgs floorball life. everybody is in thier own world. and Mr. Wee just told me something uncomfortable. I don t even know if i can accept it. But for my love for floorball, can i just ignore them even though it is hardly possible? I am so so so afraid i might like them even though i am STRAIGHT. i think if that is the case, i better stick closer to boys :l . i said IF.

it scares me even though i am just thinking about it.

INDEPENDANT :l

i wanted to blog yesterday but blogger was down for maintenance. PRETTY ANNOYING ;l. Today is really an arty farty day. I had to do art from 9am to 5 pm. By the time i came home i was so sick of everything, plus i have that, does not help but to ruin the whole day. i just want to sit here , facing the computer and do what i wanna to do. I dunno whether is it me that is just paranoid or like i feel a sense of unwelcome-ness when i am near her. I mean it okay. I can just do fine, i think. I feel there more behind her,but she seem to have changed. She no longer the one i knew. Whatever it is, i hope it is me.

SICKENING HOMEWORK ):

- light the lighter- GOODY GOODY.
this is sickening la. i have so much work to do and yet i am here blogging, enjoying myself in an air-conditioned room while indulging myself in my favourite music. Although i am feeling pretty guilty, i am still human :D i need a freaking break ):

tomorrow have to wake up early again for remedial ): and then later have to travel allllll the way down to pasir ris for tution. If one day i shall collapse, i love you all so much :D

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She grabbed my hand lightly and slowly lift them up and pointed them towards the sky. '' They are so shiny." Gigi then traced the glittering stars into shapes and figures of animals. I smiled at her curiousity for astronomy. " So what did you wish for ? " i whispered into her ears. Gigi giggled and quickly `zipped` her mouth with her baby finger. I laughed along with her. All my happiness came from her. We lie back and smelled the lavenders as they bend towards the right by the gentle breeze. Gigi rested her head on my chest and soon she was snoozing with a slight snore.

LATE B`DAY PARTY xl

the big late b`day party celebration still feel a little empty with Kor,Korkorwee and Yi Lin not around. there seem to be less party bags than last year. the remainings of the birthday cake seem to still have a lot more than last year. Presents seem to be lesser than last year too x). hmm, whatever i am trying to say, i miss you all la :]

we had a big dinner! the adults had a small game of mahjong while the kids play.
then i opened my lovely present and cut the delicious fruitcake.

what really set me thinking was how compeitive ryan was. He look so eager to go to Victoria Secondary School. I was quite taken back. Maybe i didnt really state my reasons properly on why he should not go to victoria but he stabbed me back on how he answered , giving me the tone like he was looking down on me. i agree, i am not smart. i agree, i am not in a good school. I have no position or right to tell him where should he go or not. Was he belittling me?

sigh i dunno,
all the best for PSLE to my dear huaywen and ryan.

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i combed her silky brunette hair lovingly as gigi glazed at the sky with countless stars. We were in a field of meadows where frogs were croaking at a nearby pond. Gigi waited excitedly for her falling star. What did she wanted to wish for? A piano? An china doll? i was interuppted by Gigi`s shriek. There! The star flew past smoothly as Gigi closed her eyes and clammed her hands together. I looked at her peaceful face and hugged her. She was such a beautiful treasure that heavens have given me. Although the night was cold, the warmth from our love kept us together.

FARTING :D

Deborah just went back home due to her fever. She was supposed to stay over night at my house to celebrate my party but apparently she don t feel so good. BUT NEH-MIND LA, i am seeing her tomorrow anyway. I was packing goodies bag just now :] SO CHEAPSKATE, use those market plastic bag and throw in MARS, CRACKERS, MARSHMELLOWS, CHEWY SWEETS. And then with my artistic talents, i decorate the bag :D don t you envy MUUU-A?
:)

FUCK LEH. today i have to wake up ultra early just for art :l It starts at 9, so it was already 8:55. I was like SHEET, don t be late. Later she call my mother again. KNS.Last Monday, She told my mother i was playing truant when i actually went for lunch at J8 with Rich, Yvonne, Sonika and Lejoy. BLOODY FUCK LEH ): Spoil all of our moods. Stupid. Then when we rush back to the art room, she practically told everyone we went J8. Wah lan~ GO AND DIE LA.

BUT HOR, today was different! She was like 1andhalf hour LATE! She tried not to push the attention to herself and scold us for not asking the office to open the door. HAHAH. TRY HARDER HOR :D

i left early for art to go for english tuition. then my mother, Deborah and I went to the skin clinic because there was something wrong with Deb`s nails. Her medication was so freak expensive -.-
then we had burger king for dinner. :] saw this late 20s angmor guy, not bad leh xD.

HMMMM JAS,JAC,VK. Have fun marching hor :D

SO HIGH LA :D

just went out with pauline, jasmine, jacqueline and Vk la ;D they are like a bunch of little kids that are so lost lorh ): vk, btw the building is called cinneleisure where we eat LJS and play arcade la ! Because there are 5 of us, when we take neoprints is like so damn FARKING CHEAP LA (: take like 4 times or 3? AIYAH DUNNO LA :]

HANNNA , i love all of your too la :] SOOOO SWEET LORH. I LOVE THE PRESENTS YOU GUYS GAVE TO ME (:

WO HEN GAN DONG LEH :]
REALLLY!

-take tissue and clean my eyes-